last weekend was my friend's wedding...he called me many many times...trust me no one has ever invited me to their wedding like he did. first he emailed me then he called, then he sent his invitation card and finally he sent me sms a few days before the wedding inviting...in a way, i was very touched with the way he called me so many times...anyway since he is a good friend, i really really wanted to go to his wedding but somehow something stopped me...the truth is i am afraid to face the world at the moment, mainly my friends from university...most of them are very successful and happily married with children, in comparison to me, who is struggling to finish my phd...the truth is i dont feel good about myself at this moment, and when i see everyone else being happy and moving on with life i will feel sad...i know this sounds very very stupid and silly but i just cant help it, the feeling is still there...so when another friend of mine asked me, how come i didnt attend the wedding, i told him well, "i am taking a break from the world"...it sounded funny at the time and both of us laughed, so i told him, this will be my next entry in my blog..i wonder if he will read or remember???
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