34 yrs and counting...

i expected that this birthday would be more exciting than the last...i have no idea why i thought that but i did...well it is not more exciting but it is nice to know that people still remember me and to some extend some people feel honoured to have the same birthday as mine...cool huh...may all my dreams come true...

roses...roses...roses...

If there is one reason I always enjoy my trips to Europe, it has to be the roses and the flowers...everytime I go there, I fall in love with the beauty and the color of roses...what can i say...

langkawi...sunset...

this is the how langkawi welcomed me...beautiful isnt it...

today is the day...

today is the day i give up...i always try very hard to maintain relationship or friendship or whatever ship they are called. but today i m really tired and i have decided to give up...there are not many things i have given up in my life...but this certainly is one of it...i admit it...i am so lousy at being a friend that i had to try so hard otherwise i guess people would not want to be with me...i admit it, for a person who always thought and take pride in being a good friend...today i realize i m really lousy at it...i guess i m so insignificant in anyone's life that it is so easy for anyone to throw me out of their lives...but why cant i ever feel that way...y is it i feel i want people to be in my life...may be i m just so insignificant...i know if i give up i will be all alone n miserable but i cant do this anymore...i will just chose to be miserable by myself...i give up...