roses

i cant remember the last time someone gave me a rose or a bouqeout of roses. today i saw a guy giving a beautiful bouquet of roses to his friend or girlfriend i think. i actually felt sad, not that she is getting a bouquet of roses but just the thought that i dont have anyone who wants to give me roses. i know it sounds pathetic. but i cant deny how i feel. i almost started wishing that someone would think that i m special enough...but then i realise this feeling is not about the roses actually. it is just that i have been feeling lonely these few days. not sure how i m going to get rid of this feeling but at the moment it is in me...