I have not written for a while...

I know I have not written for a while but today I have to because I need a distraction. I am hurt. After six years of relationship, suddenly the person whom I thought I knew, is so different. He told me he would call me when he is ok. I have not idea if that will every happen or if he would just go missing from my life. It is hard to know that the person I love does not think it is important to talk to me and he is actually OK not talking to me for a long time. Perhaps I was not as important in his life as I thought I was. That really hurts. I guess if he does not ever call me I know I was never important, hence there is nothing much I can do about it...