tears falling...

they say tears are precious, dont let it fall of uncessary things...well i used to believe so much on that but these days i just cant help it. everytime i look at the report i just cant stop myself from crying. i dont remembering anyother experience that is as shattering as this in my life...and i hate it so much coz i dont know how to get out of this...i dont think i have ever wished for anything as hard as this...god please let it be over soon...before i loose myself and i will never be found ever again...